So the miscarriage happened at 6.5 weeks. All I wanted to do was get past this first hurdle and we finally made it. Few!
At this point anything any everything pregnancy symptom related is hitting me. Mood swings, cramps, soreness, cravings, horrible morning sickness all day long (no tossing of the cookies yet), tiredness which puts me in bed at 830-9pm, dizzy spells, and so on.
I have quickly learned that my morning sickness has stemmed from my taking of vitamins. I finally figure out a schedule that works with me and that I don't have to feel like I'm sea sick. It's called taking them with dinner and sleeping through the sickness. What an awesome blessing this was.
Over the next few days and weeks my feelings of disconnect were getting stronger and stronger and fear that "will I ever connect like I did with the 1st pregnancy" was starting to set in. A minor melt down, and a conversation with a few very close friends and a husband set my emotions into perspective. It was only normal to have this fear and worry given the circumstances of a first pregnancy ending suddenly.
Now with each day passing, my connection with baby Plunkett is starting to grow as we get closer and closer to getting out of the "danger" zone. Excitement is growing :)
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